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This post is gonna be different with the other posts.

About some words I think about.

Life have ups and downs

Sometimes you can feel so energetic, happy, cheerful on the day, in front of other people.

In the day when you meet people, you start to forget about your problems.

But at night when you are there alone, with nobody

These problems will start to haunt you again.

you will start to over think small things.

And become sad, depressed, devastated, feeling left out

Like you're the most miserable human being in this world.

When people talk and rant to you

They think you're such a cheerful, optimistic person that doesn't have any problems

But they just don't understand

Deep down, you're the same with them.

But you cannot reveal that you are feeling the same thing.

Because you're just too embarrassed to let people know your weak side.

All you can do is just keep all the problems to yourself

And act like you're fine

When you're not.

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BUT SOMETIMES..

what you have is just a small problem.

You are the one who exaggerate it!

maybe you are just tired, or you're just lonely?

 that's why you become so emotional.

But then, if it is a really big problem

why cry over it? why over think about it?

rather than that you go solve it.

or if it is something that you cannot do about,

then just think as it is a God's plan

that it is meant to be happen.

just wait and see that something better are coming on it's way to you

you just gotta be patient and wait for it.

and don't you forget all those things you never realize

what you have around you right now.

you over think your problems too much until you don't realize all the good things surrounding you

it is like you only pay attention to one small rotten flower in a big garden full of pretty flowers

open your eyes, see your surrounding, what you still have right now.

and be thankful for it, for what you have now

realize that you may not know if other people is being jealous of what you have now

because they are not as lucky as you.

::::: Clara Lee :::::